My sister had exams this morning, so we came to tuition for her to print and scan her work. I'm free, so I'm using the computer to finish Haikyuu season 2.
The match is intense. I don't know if Karasuno will win, but I guess that's why it's intriguing. I'm proceeding with writing after this.
Update: Heck yeah they won!
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15/6. Forgot to update. Forgot what happened.
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16/6
Researched on MIDI composing. I've always wanted to give it a try, but god, it looks like it needs so much practice and commitment. That's difficult. I'll focus on all my scholarship applications first, maybe. Then I'll have a load off my shoulders.
Started Haikyuu season 3 today. The art >>> it has improved so much wow.
Updated my Enhypen Accordion book in the Jungwon (coding), Heeseung (music), and Ni-ki (anime) section with what I want to achieve this break by writing goals. This study room didn't have a nice pen lying around but fortunately enough I had a sharp pencil.
A random conversation with my friend. She talked about body types of men/K-pop idols. I do not know how they work do I not observe men.
The other sections are Jay (socionics), Jake (calculus), Sunghoon (reading), and Sunoo (writing). Jake's was a mistake. I plan to learn calculus but what if I finish learning calculus? And want to learn something else like medicine or something? But I already placed the stickers so there isn't much I could do about it.
I have a Rhythm Hive burnout, I think. So I play it less. My sister has her exams, so I can tell she's tired too. I have a splitting headache. I'm bad at sleeping nowadays. Though I'm bad at waking up too my sister has an exam so that means I wake early. I got 4 hours of sleep last night, yay :)
It's not that bad though. I'm sure there are people with worse.
I plan to outline my scholarship applications essays later. I just realised how bad I am at 1) writing essays, and 2) bragging about myself. I overestimated my abilities, I think. Time to watch more Haikyuu.
Okay, five episodes of season 3 down. I've got halfway to go.
We went driving in the car in the evening. I like doing it a lot. Part of it is because I'm bored. Another part of it is listening to music. A more personal part of it is that I know I'm addicted to my phone or my laptop, and that I need something else for stimulation. That's my surroundings. I don't know, the inside of the car keeps me more serene and calm than my bed will ever. It's why I want to learn how to drive. It's an escape, but not from my house. More like an escape from the me I am in the house.
Anyways something my mom said to me resonated with me. "You're not very good at doing nothing." And thinking about it, she's right. She's absolutely right.
When I have a free time opportunity, my first instinct is to think of the many things I can do to "relax". This excites me, but at the same time stresses me out. There are so many things that I cannot commit to one, so I get nothing done. This stresses me more. When I lie down doing nothing, I think about what to do. If I don't do that, I think about thinking. That sucks. You know?
Anyways, we went to an area with a lot of food trucks. Bought food. My dad talked about this store that sold snacks really cheap, and it has a lot of turkish snacks. He bought something similar to chocopie. I like chocopie. So naturally, I liked the snack.
I plan to watch more Haikyuu tonight. That and maybe a bit more of an outline for the scholarship essays.
I have an online friend I talk to a lot. She sends me little fanfiction snippets. I know it's a conversation starter. Sometimes I feel a little guilty that I never have more to say than "I-" or make lame comments. Though she does like my company. I do hers too. I'm grateful for her actually. She always checks on me. I'm the older one, so I should take charge, but she still does it. So it's great actually. Plus our hobbies are similar. Our feelings are similar.
I finished season 3 in one day.
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