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9/7/2021

 I regret sleeping at 5. I regret waking at 11. I'm exhausted and I haven't even got much done.

Recorded my speech, and encountered a few problems. One including having to rewrite parts of the speech because changes didn't sync and my voice is kinda awkward. Gave me a blatant headache, so I ended up just sending it in when I thought it was satisfactory. I'll probably just not watch the graduation tomorrow when I come up. To relieve stress I ended up lying down with the rabbit (I've got a black bunny lol his name's Julian). Unfortunately my mom still asks me a lot of questions and I was pretty annoyed and showed it. You can't really be your happiest while tired and hungry. I do feel bad, though, I sort of wish I hid my feelings better.

My mom gave us a talk in the car on giving us a job for the summer, since we're free. Wake up, and we lessen her workload by doing admin work. To be honest, I'm not very enthusiastic about it and I can tell my sister isn't either, but we both agreed. As bored as I am, I don't actually want to sacrifice my free time on what can be used for my personal projects (eg my blogs), but I don't really want to tell her that either, because I like that all I'm doing here is... private. It gives me more freedom of speech without worry of confrontation. She thinks I'm not really doing anything useful if it isn't work-related, since that's how she is being an enneagram 3. Work surrounds her life, and she's always in need of something to do. Not me though. I just... don't want to stay up forcing myself to complete my tasks like how I'm doing now.

Anyways, leftovers for dinner, plus salmon. Then more TV watching. Now they're asleep. I spent an entire day in short intervals writing the Episteme challenge for today. I also finally finished the enneagram 2 section in The Wisdom of the Enneagram, which is great since I've been procrastinating it for days. Enneagram 2s still baffle me, and I don't really get how they function (though I do relate to some parts admittedly - like doing a favour for people and expecting them to remember and return), but it gave me better insight. One of my friends is definitely a two.

Good night. I'll try to plan my PDB bio before hitting the hay.

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